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RAWRRRR!!!!

fattmack — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 01:41:01 +0000

So valentines day was awsome. I spent the whole day with Emma Rai. she is amazing, and is my favorite. she got me some sugar free candy, made me a poster, filled my car with at least a hundred ballons, and gave me an i-tunes gift card. We painted her room and got into a pretty awsome paint war. i think i won. lol. It was a very fun day. Then that night we went out for dinner in a limo. it was pretty great. i think im in love. The band just finished recording Dollywood Showdown. One of the songs off are new EP we are working on. Everything went really well with the recording. The song turned out way better then we expected. life is good right now. School is going along just fine, im passing so im happy. Life is good.

general

fattmack — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 21:59:07 +0000

so,school is back in session. it sucks. i am having to re-take a class due to my lack of intelligence. However, i believe i will succeed this time. Over all school is going well so far. i am only taking three classes,but i am still full time. the band is working out ok i guess. we picked up another guitarist and we are currently touring georgia…lol. but all in all we are doing really good. Me and emma are coming up on 5 months january 29th. so far so good, except for my nightmare that she broke up with me because i didnt call her.lol. i know. i am strangely in love with her. she is an amazing girl and i do love her with all my heart. she got us tickets to the circus on the 28th of january, i cant wait for that. So life goes on. i failed a class yet, life goes on. thats all for now.

general

fattmack — Sat, 13 Dec 2008 17:40:15 +0000

so the band thing is working out. finnally some people are starting to realize what is happening will eventually stop b/c of are actions as a band. we just got a new guitarist,so thats three now. however,this could be bad or good,on one hand, he is extremely talanted at guitar and he has experince with a band, so thats good. however, on the other hand three guitars might be confusing. im not shure, we will just have to see how it works out. he played his first show with us last night and it went well. anyways, so im still dating rai. she is awsome. we are doing great,simply. we are serious about each other but we dont make are relationship to serious. if its simple its hard to mess up. but we have been together since August 29th. i remember it so clearly. i took her out to eat at P.F. changs. and after dinner i took her up to vulcan and it was such a beautiful night. so we get up there and im super nervous, and im scared of heights as it is so it was realy scary. so we get up there and i ask her out. she said yes,and i was releived. she is an awsome girl. and i can honestly say i love her with all of my heart. ok moving on, school is coming to an end and finals are coming up this week and i was really worried about them untill i started praying about it. God really gave me an awsome peace which allowed me to breath for once and i believe im going to be ok, no matter what happens with these finals. i know God is going to take care of me through it all. so, im excited to see what happens and see where my life takes me. whether its music or nursing or anthing else. im going to leave it up to God and im going to try my hardest to live for him. last and certainly not least, me and emma have been composing some new music and we have the lyrics done and we are curently working on some harmony. it sounds amazing! i think are voices were ment for each other. so life has been ok. i thank God everyday for everything hes givin me and for the things i havent recieved. i use to think earlier in the semester that there was no way i was going to make it,but with God all things are possible(luke 1:37).

confusion

fattmack — Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:00:35 +0000

so alot of things are going on around here,,,i think im losing some good friends…

Bugstore

fattmack — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 03:15:33 +0000

Things are just not right. We have totally steped away from are origianl ideas, and have become something ungodly. As a band, we have become known as cussers, drinkers/partyiers, smokers, and just bad guys. If we do not change we are no longer going to have success as a band. Everywhere we go,people see whats on the outside of us and that is that we are christians. They never truly see what are hearts look like. Now i know that we are all humans and humans are sinfull by nature,however,when you live in the same sin and you dont care to change,that is not of God. This is an issue i must address with the band. I know that this is,possibly, going to cause a loss of friends; however, i must do what has to be done. Every time we play, we put on are christian masks to cover what we choose to hide from everyone else. That is that are hearts are black with sin. If we let this continue, we are going to eventually destroy everything weve worked so hard to get. I am going to keep praying and seeking guidance through this trial. Hopefully everything will work out in the end the way God intends. I understand that God’s will for are lives is not allways what we intend for ouselves;however, i believe that if we just trust and obey God, then God will truly bless us in ways we have never seen.

Bear

fattmack — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:13:47 +0000

Ok, so we have been holding tryouts for a couple of weeks now and we think we have found are drummer. His name is Brent Haris. He is more of a metal drummer then hardcore, but i think he is going to work out. Jordan was awsome and i dont believe were really going to find someone to replace how good he was,but i think brent is going to workout for right now. He goes to Oakgrove High school. He seems very excited about playing with us so hopefully he will work out. Are first show with him is this friday in Georgia at the CCC venue, its going to be a huge show for his first show with us and his first show period. We will have to see how the fans like him. Hopefully he will be awsome and will be are perminant drummer;however, we still have a few guys wanting to try out so we are still holding tryouts but brent is are drummer for friday. So now we practice and prepare.

Halloween

fattmack — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 09:17:38 +0000

So tonight was awsome. I got to spend halloween with the most wonderful girl in the world. dressing up as Hanna Montana was wonderful and so was the trick or treating but the best part of the night i would have to say was when me, emma and Mckayla watched disturbyia. The movie was groovy but i enjoyed the cuddleing part the best. Ok, so im falling hard. Hopefully ill have some pics up later,sorry. Anyhow, the night was awsome, i would’nt trade it.

band

fattmack — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 02:31:43 +0000

so last night are drummer ultimatly quit the band. Im happy because now we can move on and continue to advance and play more shows and get better as a band and reach more people;however,were losing an awsome drummer and a very cool guy. I hope things work out for the best for us and for him. I hope we still remain friends and nothing gets spread around about us as a band. What happened was going to happen sooner or later. Im glad it happened sooner. Now we can move on and hopefully find a new drummer,we have a few guys in mind,so were going to see how that goes. If you pray keep us in your prayers. We have a long journey ahead of us,its not going to be easy but hopefully with a little luck and alot of prayer, we will make it.

school

fattmack — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 19:30:25 +0000

So Nursing school is pretty tough. I admit i am failing one class,however, i made my 100 on my dosage cal. test today. i am very happy with myself. I use to think i wasnt going to make it through school,but now i feel as though God has giving me purpose through my classes. I am very tempted to drop,but i believe i am going to stick it out and see what happens. I know its going to be nearly impossible,but hopefully i will be able to pull it off, and with God all things are possible.

life sucks but is amazing

fattmack — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:43:15 +0000

So theres this girl i know,she is amazing,beautiful,humble,and caring. I think im falling for her fast. We only really get to hang out on the weekends and thats great, but i would love to see her more. She is so much fun to be with, she always has a smile on her face,by the way, she has killer smile that leaves me smiling. Her personallity is groovy, as well. There is something about her that is different from most girls. Most girls,these days, just want to party and to fit in with society; she wants to glorify God with her life instead. This is allmost an impossible characteristic to find in todays world. This is why she is one and a million girls. I thank God everyday for allowing me to be with her. We have been dating for two months come tommorrow,and i have to say it has been awsome. She probally doesnt know it but she has helped me overcome so many trials and temptations. I thank her for being the girl she is. Its weird how things work out, one day you think you’ll never be happy, the next day, you are. I believe God puts people in your life for certain reasons only known to him; i am really glad he put her in my life. She is simply amazing.